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If Tomorow Never Comes……..

10th grade
As
I sat there in English class, I stared at the boy next to me. He was my so
called "best friend". I stared at his short hair, and wished he was
mine. But He didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, he walked
up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and handed
them to him. He said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I
wanted to tell him, I want his to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I
love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know  why.

11th grade
The
phone rang. On the other end, it was him. He was in tears, mumbling on and on
about how his love had broke his heart. He asked me to come over because He
didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared
at his soft eyes, wishing He was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, He decided to go to sleep. He looked at me, said
"thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want
him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love  him but I’m
just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year

The
day before prom he walked to my locker. "My date is sick" he said;
she’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together
just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was
over, I was standing at his front door step! I stared at his as he smiled at
me and stared at me with his
crystal eyes. I want him to be mine, but he isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then he said "I
had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I
want him to know that I don’t want
to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day

A
day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation
day. I watched as his perfect muscular body floated like an angel up on stage
to get her diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn’t  notice me like
that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, he came to me in his smock
and hat, and cried as I hugged him. Then he lifted his head from my shoulder
and said, "you’re my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just
too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later

Now
I sit in the pews. That boy is getting married now. I watched his say "I do" and drive
off to his new life, married to another woman. I wanted him to be mine,
but he didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before he drove away,
he came to me and said "you came!". He said "thanks" and
kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him  to know that I
don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I
don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down
at the coffin of a boy who used to be my "best friend". At the
service, they read a diary entry he had wrote in his high school years. This is
what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to  be
just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

I wish
he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too… I thought to my self, and I
cried.

I
Love U ……………..

I
Love U …………..
I
Love U ……………..
I
Love U ……………
I
Love U …………….
I
Love U ………………
I
Love U ……………..

Saat kau bangun pagi hari, AKU memandangmu dan berharap engkau akan berbicara kepada KU, walaupun hanya sepatah kata meminta pendapatKU atau bersyukur kepada KU atas sesuatu hal yang indah yang terjadi dalam hidupmu hari ini atau kemarin……

Tetapi AKU melihat engkau begitu sibuk mempersiapkan diri untuk pergi bekerja……. AKU kembali menanti saat engkau sedang bersiap, AKU tahu akan ada sedikit waktu bagimu untuk berhenti dan menyapaKU, tetapi engkau terlalu sibuk………

Disatu tempat, engkau duduk disebuah kursi selama lima belas menit tanpa melakukan apapun. Kemudian AKU Melihat engkau menggerakkan kakimu. AKU berfikir engkau akan berbicara kepadaKU tetapi engkau berlari ke telephone dan menghubungi seorang teman untuk mendengarkan kabar terbaru.

AKU melihatmu ketika engkau pergi bekerja dan AKU menanti dengan sabar sepanjang hari. Dengan semua kegiatanmu,  AKU berfikir engkau terlalu sibuk mengucapkan sesuatu kepadaKU.

Sebelum makan siang AKU melihatmu memandang sekeliling, mungkin engkau merasa malu untuk berbicara kepadaKU, itulah sebabnya mengapa engkau tidak menundukkan kepalamu. Engkau memandang tiga atau empat meja sekitarmu dan melihat beberapa temanmu berbicara dan menyebut namaKU dengan lembut sebelum menyantap rizki yang AKU berikan, tetapi engkau tidak melakukannya…….

Masih ada waktu yang tersisa dan AKU berharap engkau akan berbicara kepadaKU, meskipun saat engkau pulang kerumah kelihatannya seakan-akan banyak hal yang harus kau kerjakan.  Setelah tugasmu selesai, engkau menyalakan TV, engkau menghabiskan banyak waktu setiap hari didepannya, tanpa memikirkan apapun dan hanya menikmati acara yg ditampilkan.  Kembali AKU menanti dengan sabar saat engkau menonton TV dan menikmati makananmu tetapi kembali kau tidak berbicara kepadaKU ………

Saat tidur, KU pikir kau merasa terlalu lelah. Setelah mengucapkan selamat malam kepada keluargamu, kau! melompat ketempat tidur dan tertidur tanpa sepatahpun namaKU, kau sebut ……

Engkau menyadari bahwa AKU selalu hadir untukmu. AKU telah bersabar lebih lama dari yang kau sadari.
AKU bahkan ingin mengajarkan bagaimana bersabar terhadap orang lain.

AKU sangat menyayangimu, setiap hari AKU menantikan sepatah kata, do’a, pikiran atau syukur dari hatimu.

Keesokan harinya …… engkau bangun kembali dan kembali AKU menanti dengan penuh kasih bahwa hari ini kau akan memberi sedikit waktu untuk menyapaKU……..

Tapi yang KU tunggu …….. tak kunjung tiba …… tak juga kau menyapaKU….. Subuh …….. Dzuhur ……. Ashyar ………. Magrib ……… Isya dan Subuh kembali, kau masih mengacuhkan AKU …..tak ada sepatah kata, tak ada seucap do’a, dan tak ada rasa, tak ada harapan dan keinginan untuk bersujud kepadaKU……….

Apa salah-KU padamu …… wahai UmmatKU????? Rizki yang KU limpahkan, kesehatan yang KU berikan, harta yang KU relakan, makanan yang KU hidangkan, anak-anak yang KUrahmatkan, apakah hal itu tidak membuatmu ingat kepadaKU …………!!!!!!!

Percayalah AKU selalu mengasihimu ….. dan AKU tetap berharap suatu saat engkau akan menyapa KU …..
memohon perlindungan KU ….. bersujud menghadap KU ……

Yang selalu menyertaimu setiap saat ……..

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others 

Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes 

Easy is to talk without thinking 

Difficult is to refrain the tongue 

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. 

Difficult is to heal the wound... 

Easy is to forgive others 

Difficult is to ask for forgiveness 

Easy is to set rules. 

Difficult is to follow them... 

Easy is to dream every night. 

Difficult is to fight for a dream... 

Easy is to show victory. 

Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity... 

Easy is to admire a full moon. 

Difficult to see the other side... 

Easy is to stumble with a stone. 

Difficult is to get up... 

Easy is to enjoy life every day. 

Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone. 

Difficult is to fulfill that promise... 

Easy is to say we love. 

Difficult is to show it every day... 

Easy is to criticize others. 

Difficult is to improve oneself... 

Easy is to make mistakes. 

Difficult is to learn from them... 

Easy is to weep for a lost love. 

Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it. 

Easy is to think about improving. 

Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action... 

Easy is to think bad of others 

Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt... 

Easy is to receive 

Difficult is to give 

Easy to read this 

Difficult to follow 

Easy is keep the friendship with words 

Difficult is to keep it with meanings

Hanya ada 3 hari di hidup ini... 

Yang pertama: Hari kemarin. (PAST) 

Kita tak bisa mengubah apa pun yang telah terjadi.

Kita tak bisa menarik perkataan yang telah terucapkan.

Kita tak mungkin lagi menghapus kesalahan;

dan mengulangi kegembiraan yang kita rasakan kemarin.

Biarkan hari kemarin lewat; lepaskan saja... 

Yang kedua: Hari esok. (FUTURE) 

Hingga mentari esok hari terbit,

Kita tak tahu apa yang akan terjadi.

Kita tak bisa melakukan apa-apa esok hari.

Kita tak mungkin sedih atau ceria di esok hari.

Esok hari belum tiba; biarkan saja... 

Yang tersisa kini hanyalah : Hari ini. (PRESENT) 

Pintu masa lalu telah tertutup;

Pintu masa depan pun belum tiba.

Pusatkan saja diri anda untuk hari ini.

Kita dapat mengerjakan lebih banyak hal hari ini

bila kita mampu memaafkan hari kemarin dan melepaskan ketakutan akan 

esok hari.

Hiduplah hari ini. Karena, masa lalu dan masa depan

hanyalah permainan pikiran yang rumit.

Hiduplah apa adanya.

Karena yang ada hanyalah hari ini; hari ini yang abadi. 

Perlakukan setiap orang dengan kebaikan hati dan

rasa hormat, meski mereka berlaku buruk pada kita.

Cintailah seseorang sepenuh hati hari ini,

karena mungkin besok cerita sudah berganti.

Ingatlah bahwa kita menunjukkan penghargaan pada

orang lain bukan karena siapa mereka, tetapi karena siapakah diri 

kita sendiri 

Jadi teman, jangan biarkan masa lalu mengekangmu atau masa depan 

membuatmu bingung, lakukan yang terbaik

HARI INI dan lakukan SEKARANG juga!!!!!! 

The day will come when you will review your life

and be thankful for every minute of it.

Every hurt,every sorrow, every joy, every

celebration, every moment of your life will be a treasure.

This is why today is called a PRESENT 

-------------------------

Have a nice day

salam

A Shoulder To Cry On

Life is full of lots of up
and downs
But the distance feels
further
Then to let your feelings take you down
And there’s nothing more painful
When it’s headed for the
ground

It’s so hard to know The way you feel inside
When there’s many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you By your side

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won’t be alone
I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world’s gone
You won’t be alone ’cause I’ll be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There’s no use going on
You can’t give it up


I’ll help you work it out
And carry on

Side by side
With you till the end
I’ll always be the one

A Shoulder To Cry On
Continued
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world’s gone, you won’t be alone
‘Cause I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be the one to rely one
When the whole world’s gone, you wont be alone
‘Cause I’ll be there
And when the whole world is gone
You’ll always have my shoulder to cry on

 –By Tommy Page–